ArEa 51

Reservist!!

2012-02-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

>>>>>>>>Back to "knock it down", "you take 1" days<<<<<<<<

First day of ICT!! What can I say... a big SIAN!!! suppose to have school today and the following week but all was interfered by this reservist. Haiz no choice la, thats what every man in singapore had to go through. We man owe the government de have to pay back.

Report in, briefing here and there. Quite a relax day. And most importantly met with old campmates. We chatted alot and talked alot of nonsense and lots of laughter. hahaha... Initially was quite fed up because of this reservist as I cannot attend my lessons and I having two tests next week. Where got time to study!!! But after what I heard from my officer about the training schedule of this ICT, I comfort myself to just "suck it up". The most I will need to chiong for my studies and study extra hard for the tests. Haiz... no choice... 谁叫我们欠政府的.

Mood swing?

2012-02-05T18:02:00.006+08:00

>>>>>>>>Is something wrong with me?<<<<<<<<

That day I met Wang at the coffeeshop with Alasthir. We were talking about quite alot of things. Mainly with our own troubled problems. Wang and Alasthir shared about theirs. Although Alasthir only shared a bit but I can see from his expression and his mood that it is bothering him.

But what really got into me was when Wang shared about his past problems about that he tried to isolate himself from all his friends and wanted to be just alone. As he told me that, he felt really "烦" about his friends as most of the times people just don't appreciate one another.

Eg. Ask people want to go where eat or go where chill, they replied anything. But when you gave them an idea, they said don't want to go there. Then in the first place why said anything?? People respect you by asking for your opinion and you said anything but in the end you contradict yourself.

Another eg. is that, some friends they won't find you when they are having fun with themselves and sometimes they don't even ask you along. But when they are alone or there is no more fun for them, then they will come back and look for you. Is that right?? People treated you as a friend wholeheartedly but you treat them as a tool. When you don't need them, you threw them aside.

After saying all that, Wang told me that at that point of time, he isolated himself as he felt that being alone or independent was a better idea because his life won't be that slight miserable. But as time passed, he realised that "nobody is perfect" and he accepted his friends again.

But then, I told him that what he was experiencing that time was what I am experiencing now. Nowadays, I felt that being alone is better than having friends. Because I can do whatever I want without even seeking for their concern. I can go wherever place to eat if I wanted to. I can do whatever I want when comes to my mind, don't have to wait him wait her wait them but in the end no conclusion. Like that, isn't it that alone is better than having lots of friends? After I had such thoughts, I deleted all my group chat involving my friends. Of course, I am not trying to disown all my friendship. Those that appreciate one another then I will keep them in my heart. The rest, just "Hi!!" "Bye!!".

Sometimes I am thinking, is it that my expectation from a friend is too high?? I think this is part of the reason why I rather be alone. Maybe last time watched too much of "Young and Dangerous" show liao. (hahaha)....Why isn't there a book or software or whatever principle of friendship in everybody's heart???

Maybe the problem lies with me..... Haiz... I will try to lower my expectations ba.

My past friend

2012-01-29T01:06:00.008+08:00

>>>>>>>>Ah wee's house<<<<<<<<

Just now went to ah wee's house and visit his parents. When I was there, I noticed quite a few changes to his house. Seems like it had been renovated. The 神抬 had been removed and then I recalled that his family had converted to christian after he had passed away.

Past few years, usually on chinese new year, we would gather in his house gambling and he would be the one being the banker and played along with us. There's always lots of laughter with him around and of course, he would always be the big winner. Hahaha.

This year, without him around, the laughter had greatly lessen. No more funny actions from him and no more exaggerated laughter from him anymore. Although there were quite alot of people at his house but still, I somehow felt slightly "quieter" than before.

Hope he is doing well now and I really hope that his family will do well and even better for the upcoming future.

CNY Day 3

2012-01-25T17:18:00.004+08:00

>>>>>>>>Boring Day 3<<<<<<<<

初三, at home so bored. Everybody start working le so nobody go bai nian liao. Have to wait till Saturday then maybe got place to go. But then, till now for gambling, still winning. hahaha... not bad not bad.

Last Saturday, Wang gave me a call at night and told me that he was at 107 coffeeshop with the people that I would never thought that he would ever be sitting down with. Keat, Kok and Guan!!! Initially, I thought he was joking with me so I went down to look for him. Surprise Surprise!! He really was with them. In my mind I was thinking, finally they can settle down with all the misunderstanding from the past. And I always hope that we all these brothers can finally be together again.

But after I found out, it was just a coincidence that they were there.

Haiz.... Disappointed again....

Maybe that day will never come...

新年快乐!!

2012-01-21T13:39:00.009+08:00

>>>>>>>>Chinese New Year<<<<<<<<

CNY coming!!! haha. So long never come in and blog le. Hopefully this new year will be a wonderful one for me. More money, more friends coming into my life, more happiness, more luck... etc etc...

haha.

New year should be a new start and should feel refresh, but I don't feel anything. Everything seems like the same and I don't feel happy or sad. Just feel normal. Maybe I am an "emotion-less" (don't know got this word or not...hahaha...) person. Haiz, no choice I am a heartless person... lolx...

Alright then. Wishing every friends a happy chinese new year!!

One Fine Afternoon

2009-10-30T13:54:00.005+08:00

>>>>>>>>Messy House<<<<<<<<
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Nowadays, noise pollution at home because my house under renovation. Dust here and there and cannot do anything and have to be awake at home because contractors are here everyday to do their work. I'm like confinement at home. Argh!!Irritated!!! Going to become more siao liao. LOLx!
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Sometimes, opportunity don't come twice. Opportunities for anything such as fate, work, especially love relationship, when it comes better grab it tight or you may regret for not holding on. I like to advise some of my friends to grab their chances because I had seen people regretted and their chance just slip away and never return. Friends reading this post, please remind yourself and your friends to remember this.
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Finally, my big day is coming soon in about 1 month time. Hahaha!! Hopefully will be a enjoyable and lots of laughter one.

Tired

2009-08-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

>>>>>>>>Damn Tired<<<<<<<<
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Just back from training. Rest too long le then back to training was damn breath-taking. But the feeling after training was super shiok. Is like you had overcome something challenging. My dear piggy's birthday celebration is nearing and she is excited about it and this few days doing preparations for it. Haha. Even if she has not enough time for herself, she still think is worth it. 21st birthday ma. LOL!!
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Anyway, I'm still thinking whether I wanna book a chalet for my 21st. Haiz. Friends, can give me some ideas or other opinions if any. Tag me. Thanks.

Finally, Everything back to normal!!!

2009-08-03T18:15:00.004+08:00

>>>>>>>>Back to normal<<<<<<<<
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Wah, finally no more staying back on off days liao. Few weeks ago, main gate open because of H1N1, do duty till very tired. After the gate close, don't know which idiot "decorated" the sentry post then we kana confined. Then everything continued because that person don't want to admit. Till last week, because the environment audit coming so the off team have to stay back till evening to help clean up the place.
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Then, finally, everything back to normal again le. I miss this back to normal. I miss my training and my slp. haha. LOLx!!

Happy Weekend

2009-06-13T13:09:00.003+08:00

>>>>>>>>Happy Birthday LOLO<<<<<<<<
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Went out on last Saturday to celebrate lolo's birthday. Have buffet at Hotpot Culture at Marina Square. Nice food especially the ala-carte, think no need to eat the food for the hotpot also can. Lolx. After eating we went to Minds Cafe at opposite Paradiz Centre. At there we really have lots of fun and laughter and we did alot of nonsenses there - videos can be view at my Facebook. No choice we are a group of Bloody Fools. Hahaha!!!
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The games there are fun especially the Jungle Speed. That's the game that include alot of our nonsense act and we laughed till like a bunch of crazy people. Frankly speaking, the cafe is not a bad idea for people to enjoy and relax themselves.

Finally back to where I'm from

2009-03-27T19:43:00.004+08:00

>>>>>>>>Back to Unit = :-)<<<<<<<<
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My course ended and I'm back to my unit. LOLx. Thinking back, when I was at CNB, my bunk mates and I been through lots of fun and did lots of shit things which we had to "suck thumb" and do it. Well Done STORM!! HaHa. Time passed so fast and the course ended.
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Now back to unit, everything changed. Not trainee anymore and no more "knock it down", "fall in" and whatever shit. Fortunate for me, my working time is duty, off, standby so most of the time can go home rather than stay in camp like the working hours at CNB- thats the worst you can find compare to other camps.
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Now life in my unit is better but, there will be a new superior taking over us and I heard from my friends that this new person is not a gd one because he wants to change and add more rules and regulations. Hopefully, he won't give us more trouble.

What's my Talent?

2009-02-15T14:04:00.006+08:00

>>>>>>>>Talent?<<<<<<<<
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Have been thinking for some time about what kind of talent I have. But seriously I cannot think of any. I cannot sing, cannot play any musical instruments, cannot dance as my body is quite stiff and etc. The only thing I like to do, is to learn things that is categories as aggressive(not sure whether I used the correct word) - meaning things like martial arts, how to create DAMN LOUD NOISE ( haha. Think only some of my friends will know what I referring to) and mainly things that are dangerous.
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I also don't know why I like to do such things and as I am doing it I will get more focus on doing it and excited. And I love to watch war movies like those killing scene which have those chop off head, hands and legs and I don't feel disgust but getting more excited. Quite crazy but it's true. That's why some of my friends think that I am sort of crazy and violent.
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Sometimes I think I doesn't belong to this AD but belong to decades ago dynasty where people were still riding on horses at war times and I wish I can born at that time(Hahaha). At that time, you just have to listen to your lord or king then help them fight the enemies and you will get anything you wish. Don't get the wrong idea of me being like to fight. Just that I think during that time you don't need to have any talents or education and you can achieve lots of things. Just fight, fight, fight and fight. Simply saying, life was easier.
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What I had written above, I not sure people reading this post will understand what I mean or not. Hahaha, maybe you all will just think I have crazy and violent thinking thats all. LOLx. But to my beloved ones and friends, I won't be violent to them so don't worry.
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Now I am still thinking hard, "WHAT'S MY TALENT!!!" Friends out there, if you all discovered mine can tag me and let me know. Thanks!!

Waste Time Course....

2009-02-08T06:41:00.002+08:00

>>>>>>>>On course now<<<<<<<<
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Left another 6 more weeks then my course will end. Can't wait for that day to come as this course is a waste of time. Everyday march here and there and have to do all the drills perfectly. Somemore I kana appointed as toilet cleaner(Sian ar). Have to clean the toilet till very neat and refresh. Little bit dirty or the floor have dust around will kana pump. I at home also never clean the toilet till so perfect. Sian ar Sian ar!!
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"FALL IN", "You all like to take your time right", "Stand by at ....", "Swing your arm 90-45, lock your elbow", "Don't drag your boots", "Don't move in the file", " CONFINEMENT" and last but not least " KNOCK IT DOWN".
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All the above dialogues are what I had been hearing since the start of the course. Keep listening till fed up. But no choice, we were told that our image towards the public is important and don't know still got what other shit they can think of.
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ENDURE!!ENDURE!!
Going to end soon. And the happy thing is that I am going to get a bike as my transport soon because after the course I will be going back to my previous unit at sembawang so getting a bike will be convenient for me. Hahaha.

2 more hours before enlistment....

2008-09-09T05:23:00.005+08:00

>>>>>>>>2 more hours before enlistment<<<<<<<

Haha... Time flies very fast. 2 months ago, I was thinking why still need to wait so long to go for NS. Now, left with 2 hours le, hahaha. This few days, got a mix feelings of joy and bore. Joy of what leh, because going to enlist liao then very happy because can start to have some training for myself so I personally like training and most importantly, can faster clear this 1 year and 10 months which all boys have to go through. Bore of what leh, because like still got quite a number of things have not done enough and right now not much time to do it le so abit of bore. But I guess thats common because mankind is never enough.

Talking about enlistment, my beloved darling, Siewmei, is feeling very down and have worries for me.

Dear Siewmei,

I know you are very sad of me going NS because you will be missing alot for me.

But no choice. Sorry for the time being you will have to be dependent on yourself

le and I cannot be always by your side le except for book-out days. Don't worry,

I will take very good care of myself and I promise I will give you a call whenever

I have my own free time. And promise me, you have to take extremely care for

yourself when I am not by your side. Haha.... And please don't keep injuring

yourself due to your own clumsiness and say that I am the one who injured

you.

Last but not least, hopefully I can meet a butch of nice and wonderful bunkmates. Haha, and also, hope will have a very good officer and sergeant so that my NS life will be a very wonderful one. Hope so ba.

2 more days....

2008-09-08T06:24:00.003+08:00

>>>>>>>>2 more days before enlistment<<<<<<<<

Just now went to have supper with some of friends, (Daryl, Wuhao, David, Meng, XiuHao, Manfred, Ah Wee, Kailing, Huiwen) at a Roti Prata Shop at Upper Thomson Road. The prata was delicious and crispy but oily. Haha...I went to see how the indian man fried the prata and was quite surprised to see the amount of cooking oil used.

Next, we went to eat "Dou Hua" near Chong Pang there then chit chat and had lots of laughter there. After that, we sent the gals home and we headed to Changi Beach to relax there then headed to 445. Same thing, we chit chat, talk about lots of nonsense.

Last but not least, I want to thank the people I mentioned above for coming for this wonderful supper and thank Daryl and Meng for asking people along.

Nothing to do....

2008-08-29T07:20:00.003+08:00

>>>>>>>>1 week and 5 days before enlistment<<<<<<<<

Good morning my friends, the time now is 7.20am and I just came back from jogging. +Surprised+ right? Haha... Played mahjong with my friends from 1.30am to 6am. After playing, not feeling tired at all so decided to go for a jog. But now, my eyes closing soon le.

Now, thinking of what to do later because I going to enlist soon so I want to spend each of my day worthfully. Haha... But really nothing cross my mind.

This few days, keep thinking about what I wanna do after I ORD. I know abit early to think about it right now since I haven't even enlist yet. But time flies very fast. So to me, plan early is always better. Thinking whether to study after that or find a job first? If better still, no need to work or study but still got money comes in, that will be the best. Haha... day dream too much liao. Haix, no pain, no gain.

I think I too tired liao thats why I am talking crap now. Thats about it ducks. Nights!

Am I being used by others?

2008-07-22T11:37:00.013+08:00

Sometimes, I have been thinking real hard about certain issues. For example, a friend of yours seek for your help as they faced problems in their life and you as a friend of them, naturally you will help them as you don't want to see their situation become worse. And maybe this friend of yours may not be one of your best friend but you still help him whole-heartedly. After helping, his problem is solved and he thanked you for everything. Therefore, he can now live happily and go out and have fun with his "classified" groups of friends which does not include you. But for you, you don't really mind whether he will ask you out for fun or not because you still have your group of best friends.

As time passes, your that friend whom previously seeked help from you came to look for you again. This time he faced another problem and needed your help again. Same thing, you still treat him as a friend and helped him. Problem solved. Now, can go out have fun and still without asking you or even a call. Time passes again. He came back and seek for your help again.

Now the question I had been thinking, should I help him again? Am I being used?

Yes, the example I wrote is talking about myself. Maybe some of you might be thinking, why I have such negative thoughts in my mind. Helping others should not have a mindset of getting anything in return and I know that. But what if when you helped the person but he don't even remember you in his life? I don't want the person whom I have helped, to help me in return of favour. But what I just want is I can have a part in their life like can go out together or any outing can include me in or at least a call to ask whether I want to join them or not, at least remember me. But, NONE at all.

Let's analysis about the other side thinking of the example above. "Lets go out play and have fun, I only remember to call our clicks." Few days later, "Siao liao, got problem leh, siao liao, jialat liao, who can help sia? Oh ya hor, still got Heng. Think he will help."

Frankly speaking, I cannot be blamed for having this kind of thoughts. Past few years, I had been offering help to others and even if I cannot make it, I also will find other people to help them and I often heard people saying," Wah, Heng is a very steady person, got problem call him he sure will help."

But then, the same thing happened again till now. They need your help then they remember you but when they go out have fun or even go have a drink at coffee shops, they don't remember to call you at all. Have to wait till you call them and ask them where are they then you know that they are at the coffee shop slacking then they happen to ask you want go find them or not.

Then till now, I start to think why last time I so steady for? Why no matter what situation I am in, I still go down help them? Helping them so much but they don't seems to appreciate. They only remember their group of friends and when faced problems then they remember you. Maybe, that is why now I sometimes will think thrice before helping those whom I am not so close with. Of course, those charity like donate blood etc, I will still help.

Some of you might ask me why I don't go tell them straight since they are my friends. But how old are they now? Are they a kid or a mental person? Can't they simply just remember the person who have helped them? And I mean JUST remember. There's a chinese saying, " Wu Shi Bu Deng San Bao Dian" They don't even know the simple rules of the principles of life. I didn't want to tell them in direct because I don't want to spoil the relationship as they might not understand what I trying to say. So, I take this opportunity to post it in my blog for those people to know how I feel.

Of course my true best friends I sure will help no matter what.

A wonderful conversation

2008-07-17T12:44:00.003+08:00

This morning went to have breakfast with my brother. After eating, suppose to go back to office for work but instead we stayed at the coffeeshop and chit-chat till noon. (Hahaha, don't have to go work felt very happy) But actually, I personally felt that this was a very good chance for me to have a nice time chatting with my brother because as some of you may not know, my relationship with my brother had not been good since young.

When I was young, my brother don't treat my sister and I well because he so call "bully" us, examples, command us, scold us when he angry with other things, throw temper for nothing etc, since young and I fought with him twice before. Therefore, we hardly talk to one another and resulted in poor relationship between us. And at that period of time, he was my dad's greatest worry as he neglected is studies and got to know alot of bad peers and influenced him. Can you imagine your brother treating his friends better than his own blood-related siblings? So when I was young, I don't regard him as my brother and he don't earn my respect at all.

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But now, time passes and he had changed alot and I really mean it. Even my sister also have the same view as me. I started to respect him since he started to venture his own business and treat us siblings well and communicate with us well too. Lots of laughter had brought into our family. And this morning, I think is the longest time I had chat with my brother.
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We talked about family, friends, people, future plannings and how we felt towards them. And after the conversation, I start to understand more about him. Thinking back, I felt bad about the fight we had few months ago.

56 days more...

2008-07-14T16:09:00.012+08:00

From the day I graduated from ITE, I had been working and working till now. It is so boring like no life that kind of feeling. Feel like just stop working and slack around and have fun and do the things I want to do before enlistment. Cannot imagine those working people who are working all their life till old, won't feel no life meh? Haha... I know friends who are reading this post now will say, " Bo bian ma, have to work for money ma, next time you also will be like them" Thus, I understand that's life. Lolx.

Just now, I read about the blog of the girlfriend of the Air Force man who died in Brunei. Felt sad for her and hope she can overcome every obstacles in future. Now, my dearest girlfriend have been worrying for me, hoping that nothing will happen to me as I am enlisting soon. Haha... siewmei ar siewmei, nothing will happen to me de so don't worry.

Last few weeks, while playing basketball, heard some of my friends who are officers during their NS life and talking about their NS life as officers so shiok like king like that. After that, I ask them can I become an Officer if I only have Higher Nitec cert? They replied say cannot because in army they depend on cert for promotion, at least must have a local diploma to become an Officer. After hearing that, I was like what the f***. At first, I was thinking go army want to train hard to go for Officer and I don't mind any hardship I will be given because I know I can take it but after I heard that have to depend on cert then I no mood liao.

If is talking about working in the society, of course cert come first. Seriously thinking, why the "Higher Authority" must have this kind of logic like depend on cert for promotions somemore in NS? I thought should be depend on performances? If there is war, does that mean the higher education holders can accomplish the mission better or kill more enemies than those lower education holders? If I can undergo the training and deliver what I suppose to and better than other people, why can't I be given an Officer rank because I don't have a diploma? Some of my friends also have this problem too as they are better than others and they can take more serious hardship than others and I really mean SERIOUS hardship but they cannot promote further because of education.

I just don't understand why some people who willing to give in to every hardship but they cannot get confirm by the superior and some people who are not willing to train hard but are force to get promotions because of higher education. Does that mean higher education people can put in higher committment? *SaD*, what are they thinking? Who will want to serve hard for the country when they know they will get little appreciations from their uplines.

Can someone enlighten me?

Working now....

2008-06-06T15:43:00.007+08:00

From Monday to Friday work work work, now thinking that my life is very boring. Because only Saturday and Sunday can have time for leisure purpose. Then Sunday night have to sleep early again. But what can I do? No choice have to work for money if not who will feed me (hahahaha... lolx). But again look at the bright side, I will be enlisting soon so what kind of life I am going through now is the life is like when in NS - Monday to Friday stay in camp then Saturday book out then Sunday night book in (hahaha... like no different with my current life) So is better to get use to it now.

Coming Saturday enrolling for Class 2A at SSDC. Hopefully can get the licence as soon as possible. Thinking of getting a Class 2A bike after I have pass the test, but because of NS - enlisting in September, so will be postpone till next year around April to May to get one.

Oh ya, today is lo lo's birthday, Happy Birthday lo!!! Hope your car will come soon and I know you have been waiting for it. But remember must drive carefully ar, "Safety First" - like me like that (wahahahahaha!!)

Working and Enlistment Soon....

2008-04-28T16:48:00.006+08:00

Now working at my brother's company, every Mon to Fri 9am to evening....Hahaha.... At there work really learn lots of thing and also can drive lorry... Hahaha... Now graduate liao at home nothing to do and now waiting for enlistment only... Fortuately, got work to do to spend some time or else I will be crazy at home... LOLx....

This few days I was thinking, time flies so fast, like yesterday I was still studying in secondary school then ITE then now enlistment soon le... I becoming MAN soon... hahaha... After that, come out and study again or maybe go work... HAIX, thats life...

EXAMS OVER LE

2008-03-17T00:42:00.005+08:00

YEAH!!!! Finally, exams over. For the past one week, I had been studying till very restless. But on the 12th of March, my last paper ended and I was full of joy and laughter. HAHAHAHA!!!

Now, feel very relax and have alot of time to enjoy myself before going to NS. But right now also feel bored because everyday at home nothing to do and also still looking for job to work to earn money.

Anybody have part time job and near my house to offer me? Hahaha... Think not easy to find... Nevermind, I will find one soon. Hopefully, I can spend my time wonderfully especially with my girlfriend before I go NS.

Ah Xiong's, Akimi's and Audrey's birthday

2008-02-05T02:22:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday to Ah Xiong, Akimi and Audrey!!!! Hahaha... Just came back from their birthday celebration at Aranda Country Club Chalet. Went there for friends gathering and make new friends. At there eat, chit-chat and talk about some craps(HARDY BOYZ!!!.... hahahahahaha...) After that, cut cakes take photos.

AND, here comes the best part :-), the girls suggested to play the Daring Game. Each of us got a piece of paper and tear it into two, write down something you want other people to do and your name separately and place them separately into two boxes.

The game starts by passing around the box which had all the daring things to do with the music on and ends when the music stop. When the music stops and the box lands on whoever, would have to pick any one of the paper in the box and also pick a name from the other box so that you would have a partner to do the forfeit with you. Inside the box have normal forfeit like hold hand walk around the room or do 50 push-ups etc. Some more disgusting like smell other people's foot or armpit or kiss the birthday boy's nipple etc.

Hahaha... it was damn fun and we kept laughing from the beginning of the game starts till the end. I think the birthday boy and girls should have enjoyed lots of fun tonight. But too bad, some of us had to go home early because of school. Sorry about it, hope you all don't take it to heart. Anyway, thanks for the food and drinks and hope you all will have wonderful memories this year. Take care :-)

Nice meal

2008-01-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my classmates(cynthia, yun ru, rosanne, lang ping) and I went to Aston Restuarant which is also langping's working place and had our dinner. The food was delicious and the price was reasonable. 1 chicken chop meal with 2 side dishes at a cost of $5.90, cheap right. Somemore the side dishes not those normal western food stalls have that kind. Got some such as potato salad, mash potato, pasta salad etc... (haha... very tempting right) Comparing with Botak Jones, I think Aston will not lose to Botak Jones. Is only that Botak Jones have more variety of meals, taste wise, both level.

Today, went to Aston again with my DEAREST girlfriend, Siewmei, for dinner. Hahaha... the food there too nice till I brought my girlfriend there and let her try.(Actually is I want try the food again wan... hahaha) Girlfriend also said is nice and told me that we should go there and eat more often. Hence, I think all my fellow friends should go there and try the food. You won't regret, trust me. :)

Sorrows again

2008-01-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

This morning attended Guan's dad's chu bing. A lot of friends attended to accompany his dad's for his last journey. Felt sad at that time because thinking that a kin of yours had left you and went to another world. Somemore Guan have to face such things at a young age is an extremely heartbroken thing for him.

Reached Mandai Cemetery-heard the prayers then we proceed to the viewing hall. Watching his dad's coffin slowly went for cremating, everybody was very despair at that point of time especially Guan and his sister. His mum did not accompany us because chinese there is a saying that the wife cannot follow along for the cremating if not in the next life they will not meet again. But the most tearful person was his mum. During the prayers in the morning before we depart to Mandai, his mum cried painfully and her friends stayed by her side and share her sorrows-at that point of time I felt very sad and also felt like crying too.

Hopefully, after all this, everyday will be a wonderful day for Guan and his family. Don't worry Guan, you still have us so don't think too much and move on with life.

Sorrow and Grieve

2008-01-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

On sunday midnight, 20th of Jan, we received a call from Ah Guan and he said that his father got into hospital due to sudden heart failure. We were shocked and went to CGH to see hows Guan and he was really very sad and worried about his dad's condition. Imagine a very out-going and joking person becomes till a very quiet and completely different person. All of us were praying hard that nothing would happen to his dad.

Two days later(Wed), I received a call from Hong telling me that Guan's dad had jus passed away. I was DAMN stunned. Informed everyone and we went down to the funeral to stay by Guan's side to comfort him, talk to him so that he can at least get over it.

Bro, I know this is hard for you to accept and for the time being you will feel sad and lonely at home. In life, everyone will have lots of up and down. You can blame GOD or whatever for treating u unfair but you must stay positive and accept it. And PLEASE don't try anything foolish ok? Meet any obstacles cannot solve can come find us. And most importantly, remember you still have your love ones and us. If you need any help just come to us, we, ST11 brothers, will help you with all our best. Hope after reading this, you will stay happy as before and look forward after everything is settled.

Take care Bro.

Nice Photos to Share

2008-01-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

These flowers only open up after 11pm in the night till around 2am then it will start to close till morning 7am then it will die off. This was a rare scene because normally it only open one flower every 3-4 weeks but this time it opened two. My mum said that this flower opens mean that is a good sign as it brings luck to the house. I think some of you all may have seen it before. Some people call it "Shi Er Dian De Hua"

This picture more rare. One time open five flowers.

Dedicated to my Dearest love

2008-01-20T16:20:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, I seldom have the chance to go out with my dear because she have lots of project to do. Even saturday and sunday need to do project with her classmates(Poor girl). Some times, sunday she may be free but I will want her to have more rest at home so that she will not feel so stress and this also referring to all my friends who are studying now, have time must take a rest don't overwork yourself k... Truth is that education is important but health is more important right...-What's the point when u got all 'A's for your exam but you contracted with some serious illness right... Looking at dear everyday with restless expression and stressing with her project makes me hurt. Sometimes she will tell me that she felt bad for never go out with me for a long time because of her project. I told her that its alright for me, I can understand what's she is going through and this is what every last year student will go through. (Got such an understanding boyfriend go where find right... hahaha...I think my dear will feel very touch after she see this post...HAHAHAHA...a bit thick skin but is true ma)

(Other than the fun times with friends, I think Poly life seems scary)Although I am not a Poly student, but I can tell that poly life seems really very stressing. Because, other than my dearest girlfriend, I keep hearing friends who are studying in Poly right now keep saying about how stress they are and especially those in their final year.Some stress till don't feel like studying le but I hope they can continue to go through everything till the day they finish their last paper or project. And most importantly, Health is more important than anything. Hence, my fellow friends please take care of yourself and rest more.

Damn Lousy Movie

2008-01-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday midnight 1.25am went to watch the movie "Cloverfield" at cineleisure. I would like to inform everyone that this movie really SUCKS!!! Make me feel dizzy while watching because of the cameraman keep moving the camera and the more you watch the more dizzy you would be. Some of my friends watched till feel like vomitting. The most angry part was that we went there for the earlier slot at 11.45pm but the tickets were all sold out so "bo bian" then watched the latest slot. Can you imagine at that point of time we really thought that the movie might be nice as the earlier slot had all been sold out and we waited for 1 hr plus in the end comes out this kind of movie somemore no ending then finished liao. REALLY PISS OFF MAN!!! I think that all the people there have been conned and if I have the chance to meet the director or especially the cameraman I sure whack him up wan lor - WHAT KIND OF MOVIE IS THAT!!!!!! We watched till 3.30am somemore have to drive car back. During the journey was damn tiring and I had a slight headache because of that stupid movie.

Friends out there please don't go watch that movie. Its really SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

The Birth of Area 51

2008-01-17T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!!! Haha... Shocked right I got blog... Might be thinking why suddenly I start to blog while others had been doing this like a very long time ago. Actually few months ago I already felt like creating one but I lazy to create it then drag till now then start to create with the help of my classmate - !CYNTHIA LEE!(Thank you very much for helping me to do all the creating stuff). And also, recently I looked at some friends blogged about whats happening around them and I start to feel like blogging seems fun and I was thinking maybe I can blog about whats going on nowadays in my life and I can also blog about problems faced by some of my very best friends and seek advices for them and hope that they can go through the obstacles they are facing right on. Anyway, friends out there hope you all will not feel bored on what I will be blogging about in future... HAHAHA...